hey im sorry about my last blog, i was being totally stupid. i dont know what was wrong with me!
but good news is. i have a new job. yay. im working as a catering assistant. (i kno, what the hell is with me and food) . that is not the good news, the good news is that i have to walk like a mile there and back to get to the station from work coz it is in a weird place ant the train and the walk is faster than the bus. so basically im forced to walk 2miles every day to get to and from work. so im getting way more exercise than i would normally. and to be honest, i dont really mind the walk. it gives me some time to think. it is the only time of the day when i just walk and clear my head. i know it sounds crazy, but im in such deep thought i dont even realize how long i have been walking. so a tip guys, when u need to clear ur head, get away and just think go for a long walk. you will be suppressed how much better you feel after.

but anyway. the diet. well its going ok. i have not really been strict but im not really caring at the moment. im just focused on exercising more. i have been quite busy so i dont really have time to cook so i just grab something at work. this is a typical day.

breakfast

cereal -i really like fruit and fiber . it keeps me full

lunch
at work, tuna melt panini, or a sandwich

dinner
sandwich when i get home

maybe a hot chocolate before bed
and two cups of tea at work

i know i does not sound like much but it keeps me going. and i think the sandwiches are around 250-400 cal each, so its more than enough

blah blach enough about all that.

im going home to london this weeked for my sis birthday. should be good. mmm cake (obseesd) i know lol

ooh and i have new pics!

take care